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The main thing that seems to plague me as of lately is a large amount of self-doubt. I constantly doubt whether or not I can get things done, but at the same time, I know that I am more than capable of doing anything I manage to put my mind to. Unfortunately, it’s the puting my mind to it part that I am in a constant struggle with. Sometimes it feels like I haven’t been forced tu put forth too much effort to accomplish something in terms of school, but I can seem to grasp the understanding of the short fiction being read for my comp 2 class. I’m also not quite sure what it takes to push myself a bit further and actually get my work done early. It may just be a conditioned excuse, but it really feels that I’m not able to get my schoolwork done even when I know it’s what I should be doing. It’s been this way for as long as I can remember so nothing makes me believe that it will be changeable now. Oh to be young…