Well I learned something really good to write about and reflect on, but I lost the peace of paper that I wrote it on. Soo… instead I learned that I need to get better any doing homework. I contemplated trying that aderol thing to help fix the add aspect. Im not really sure though. Any input on the homework thing. Am I just a whiny kid looking for my problem to be fixed? No Se.
Music of the Day = Sara Bareilles
Friend of the Day = Katie
FI= bleh
Monday, January 28, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Once
Hmmm….
I went rock climbing for a good while at the south gym and now my back muscles feel as if they are going to fall off. I discovered that if I continue climbing after I initially feel too tired I can keep going by lowering the grade. This is actually very exciting because I achieved a workout that was much more strenuous than the last few months. Due to this I believe I will be able to improve my strength much faster, which will lead to more fun rock climbing. Unfortunately however, I will need to re-learn the art of outdoor climbing because I have become quite the little gym rat in these last few months.
Music of the day = Regina Spektor
Friend Of the day = Mike B
FI = Any lady so lucky to have me talk to her
Later gator
I went rock climbing for a good while at the south gym and now my back muscles feel as if they are going to fall off. I discovered that if I continue climbing after I initially feel too tired I can keep going by lowering the grade. This is actually very exciting because I achieved a workout that was much more strenuous than the last few months. Due to this I believe I will be able to improve my strength much faster, which will lead to more fun rock climbing. Unfortunately however, I will need to re-learn the art of outdoor climbing because I have become quite the little gym rat in these last few months.
Music of the day = Regina Spektor
Friend Of the day = Mike B
FI = Any lady so lucky to have me talk to her
Later gator
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
um diez? i think...
Lesson of the day- I refuse to act without confidence.
As I go about my day I meet many new and interesting people, and have many crazy adventures. Well, maybe they’re not so crazy, but fun nonetheless. I do a lot of strange things due to the fact that I’m a strange person, but if ever I am caught off guard uncomfortable with a situation I really seem to use the essence of what it is to be me. I stumble with my words, thoughts cloud up in my head and all hope of being charming or pleasant is lost to the social awkward being that seems to release itself every so often. It really bothers me, because if I could overcome it and banish the little douche within, I’m fairly certain that much of my self doubt would be erased, which for me, is a huge deal.
Oh well for right now.
Music of the Day = Wilco
Friend of the Day = Yet to be determined
FI = Jenna
As I go about my day I meet many new and interesting people, and have many crazy adventures. Well, maybe they’re not so crazy, but fun nonetheless. I do a lot of strange things due to the fact that I’m a strange person, but if ever I am caught off guard uncomfortable with a situation I really seem to use the essence of what it is to be me. I stumble with my words, thoughts cloud up in my head and all hope of being charming or pleasant is lost to the social awkward being that seems to release itself every so often. It really bothers me, because if I could overcome it and banish the little douche within, I’m fairly certain that much of my self doubt would be erased, which for me, is a huge deal.
Oh well for right now.
Music of the Day = Wilco
Friend of the Day = Yet to be determined
FI = Jenna
Monday, January 21, 2008
Nueve
I’d say more of a lazy day than anything, but at the same time I’m feeling quite accomplished. Something about that the last hour and a half before I was forced to make my way to work today. I simply made lunch, did the dishes and read the second chapter in my analyzing short fiction book but something about the manner in which everything happened felt wonderful. There was a certain detachment of things like television that most of the time I can only dream of. I didn’t even begin to work on my character analysis and still felt productive.
Work itself was actually quite a bitch seeing as I felt like removing my left testicle near the end of the arduous shift. If only there was some way for me to make money without meeting the demands of society. Oh well. Paperback Writer! Well…. I ….. okay!
Music of The Day = Muse
Friend of the Day = Tom
FI = LR
Peace out playa
Work itself was actually quite a bitch seeing as I felt like removing my left testicle near the end of the arduous shift. If only there was some way for me to make money without meeting the demands of society. Oh well. Paperback Writer! Well…. I ….. okay!
Music of The Day = Muse
Friend of the Day = Tom
FI = LR
Peace out playa
Sunday, January 20, 2008
ocho
Do the blog. Do do do do do do do do
I have had quite an entertaining weekend thus far. Thursday’s social gathering at Tom’s was quite entertaining. Lots of gay guys though. One of which I’m certain was being a bit more than friendly. Ewwwww. However, I did get to meet Kerry O’Quinn who seemed very sympathetic towards my situation of wanting to learn the art of fiction writing and I believe is going to have a talk with me before he leaves to give me some pointers. Soooo, hooray for that. Afterwards mike and I killed a bottle of jager whilst playing Halo 3 and Guitar Hero 3. Alcohol and video games work great together. Lol
Friday I saw Cloverfield with Adam and Morgan. I thought it was a pretty cool movie, but no spoilers, so no more on that.
Music of The Day = Led Zeppelin
Friend of the Day = Sir Nick Douglas
Female Interest = ……
I have had quite an entertaining weekend thus far. Thursday’s social gathering at Tom’s was quite entertaining. Lots of gay guys though. One of which I’m certain was being a bit more than friendly. Ewwwww. However, I did get to meet Kerry O’Quinn who seemed very sympathetic towards my situation of wanting to learn the art of fiction writing and I believe is going to have a talk with me before he leaves to give me some pointers. Soooo, hooray for that. Afterwards mike and I killed a bottle of jager whilst playing Halo 3 and Guitar Hero 3. Alcohol and video games work great together. Lol
Friday I saw Cloverfield with Adam and Morgan. I thought it was a pretty cool movie, but no spoilers, so no more on that.
Music of The Day = Led Zeppelin
Friend of the Day = Sir Nick Douglas
Female Interest = ……
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
siete
I don’t have a lack of thought running through my brain. That is actually the opposite of the problem. So many thoughts travel through my brain every day it can hard to handle sometimes. How to harness the thought is the real question at hand. What can be done to place this onto paper? Nothing that I know of anyway, but I hope to learn it. All these crazy ideas placed into meaning. Preferably something profound, but anything would do. How do you place conflict of the mind into fiction? If anyone has a clue just let me know.
Unfortunately tomorrows installment will not be available due to the fact that I will be attending a small social gathering consisting of Hollywood bigshot's assistants. I know it sounds absurdly exciting and you should be jealous, but i'm certain that it will be a good amount of fun.
Music of the Day= The Black Angels
Friend of the Day= Tom
Female Interest= Nada
Keep it greasy
Unfortunately tomorrows installment will not be available due to the fact that I will be attending a small social gathering consisting of Hollywood bigshot's assistants. I know it sounds absurdly exciting and you should be jealous, but i'm certain that it will be a good amount of fun.
Music of the Day= The Black Angels
Friend of the Day= Tom
Female Interest= Nada
Keep it greasy
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Seis
It appears as though the world isn’t leaving, but has already left him behind. He had now become nothing but a memory of something great. Whatever talent and promise that used to reside in this now sad story of a man is long gone and will likely never be again. Everything just wasted says the on looking man. Nothing gives this man the right to judge the poor soul, but nothing keeps him from doing so. Although the poor soul lives on, the assumptions and judgments those around him have clearly written his last chapter. Why wait and see when you’re so sure that you already know what happens next?
Nothing could have been more deceivingly torturous than the two back-to-back classes that I will be experiencing for the next sixteen weeks on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Both my math and philosophy professors seem more worthless than two stoned high school drop outs sitting on their parent’s couch on a Wednesday afternoon at the age of thirty. Honestly, what math prof. says to the class on the first day “I’m not very good at arithmetic.” What the fuck? He sadly proved the statement to be true shortly after making it when demonstrating the method in which he gives back points on tests for corrections. Clearly half of twenty is fifteen and you could potential receive a 95 with corrections after scoring an 80 on the test originally. Oh well I suppose. At least I sit with decently attractive females on three sides of me (all of which have already proven to be more than interested in me).
Music of the Day = Fionn Regan
Friend of The Day = Elise
Female Interest = blonde chick in math to my right
Game Over
Nothing could have been more deceivingly torturous than the two back-to-back classes that I will be experiencing for the next sixteen weeks on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Both my math and philosophy professors seem more worthless than two stoned high school drop outs sitting on their parent’s couch on a Wednesday afternoon at the age of thirty. Honestly, what math prof. says to the class on the first day “I’m not very good at arithmetic.” What the fuck? He sadly proved the statement to be true shortly after making it when demonstrating the method in which he gives back points on tests for corrections. Clearly half of twenty is fifteen and you could potential receive a 95 with corrections after scoring an 80 on the test originally. Oh well I suppose. At least I sit with decently attractive females on three sides of me (all of which have already proven to be more than interested in me).
Music of the Day = Fionn Regan
Friend of The Day = Elise
Female Interest = blonde chick in math to my right
Game Over
Monday, January 14, 2008
Cinco
So yeah….. first day of school. Not too shabby. My history prof seems quite interesting and surprisingly down to earth for someone who holds a phd it what would seem to be quite a boring field. Comp 2 prof talks really fast is very to the point and quite serious. At the same time however, he did make a very nice blade runner analogy, which automatically gives him a thumbs up in my book.
So I say I want to write. I’m not sure my efforts have been convincing thus far. I am ridiculous. An excuse for everything. What the Fuck? How do I get inspiration? What do I write? Fuck man. Fuck. Whatever. I want to be good. Deviate from the path. How can I distinguish myself as an individual if I don’t even know who I am? I’ll do what I can. Oh… and uhhh Fuck man. Make me one of the cool kids. Not one of those ones that everyone talks about, but one of the one’s who is even cooler because you don’t even think about the fact that they’re one of the cool kids, But you still know their cool. Cause… they’re different. But that makes them the same. Just let me write.
I’m a pseudo amateur writer and in a bustling starbucks this afternoon I let my cynical side do some good (or bad however it may be). If you don’t like, I probably won’t care anymore. I’m over that. More power to the pseudo writer.
Music of the Day = Derek Webb
Friend of the Day = Beka
Female Interest = JC ( not to be confused with the JC made famous by some silly magic tricks and some sort of crucifixion. Cause I’m not gay. And JC wasn’t a female)
Later
So I say I want to write. I’m not sure my efforts have been convincing thus far. I am ridiculous. An excuse for everything. What the Fuck? How do I get inspiration? What do I write? Fuck man. Fuck. Whatever. I want to be good. Deviate from the path. How can I distinguish myself as an individual if I don’t even know who I am? I’ll do what I can. Oh… and uhhh Fuck man. Make me one of the cool kids. Not one of those ones that everyone talks about, but one of the one’s who is even cooler because you don’t even think about the fact that they’re one of the cool kids, But you still know their cool. Cause… they’re different. But that makes them the same. Just let me write.
I’m a pseudo amateur writer and in a bustling starbucks this afternoon I let my cynical side do some good (or bad however it may be). If you don’t like, I probably won’t care anymore. I’m over that. More power to the pseudo writer.
Music of the Day = Derek Webb
Friend of the Day = Beka
Female Interest = JC ( not to be confused with the JC made famous by some silly magic tricks and some sort of crucifixion. Cause I’m not gay. And JC wasn’t a female)
Later
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Quatro
First day back in the call center today. It was kind of fun seeing all the crazy bastards that I work with, but we really didn’t accomplish too much because of the weird transition of going to a new client, but six hour Sunday is done with. w00t!
School begins in a matter of hours as well as my bet with Ryan for no smoking throughout the semester. I really don’t think it’ll prove to be much of a challenge, but hopefully my schoolwork will benefit from the lack of said substance. I need to do quite well, but I really have no reason to doubt myself other than the fact that my lack of self-motivation causes major self doubt. Lol. However, I seem to be a more than capable person. Long story short, less play more school. We’ll see what I can manage.
Music of the Day = Motion City Soundtrack
Friend of the Day = Mexi Mike
Female Interest = RM
Random thoughts
I wish I were better with the ladies.
I wish I were less concerned with the ladies.
Man Fuck women.
peace
School begins in a matter of hours as well as my bet with Ryan for no smoking throughout the semester. I really don’t think it’ll prove to be much of a challenge, but hopefully my schoolwork will benefit from the lack of said substance. I need to do quite well, but I really have no reason to doubt myself other than the fact that my lack of self-motivation causes major self doubt. Lol. However, I seem to be a more than capable person. Long story short, less play more school. We’ll see what I can manage.
Music of the Day = Motion City Soundtrack
Friend of the Day = Mexi Mike
Female Interest = RM
Random thoughts
I wish I were better with the ladies.
I wish I were less concerned with the ladies.
Man Fuck women.
peace
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Tres
More Blog action. Go!
Climbing competition at el south gym. Can’t wait, it’ll be lots of fun.
Despues es el concierto en the red eyed fly. Thanks for the warning son.
I woke up wondering if my life is a sham. Anyone else? For some odd reason, I’m way too easily influenced by what happens around me. When my friends dove into the party scene I went right in with em. The same thing happened my senior year, but on a much smaller scale. This time just as last, some much needed time was spent with my longest friend. Who would have guessed that it helped me take a step back and see things from a third person perspective. I’m not sure that all the fun with drinking and what not is what I’m all about. I loved all the good times I’ve had with my new found family and wouldn’t take any of it back, but I think I’m an interesting and odd person. Fun to hang out with. No need to dull that down or intensify it. I sit at happy medium already. Coolness.
So yeah short blog. Adios
Climbing competition at el south gym. Can’t wait, it’ll be lots of fun.
Despues es el concierto en the red eyed fly. Thanks for the warning son.
I woke up wondering if my life is a sham. Anyone else? For some odd reason, I’m way too easily influenced by what happens around me. When my friends dove into the party scene I went right in with em. The same thing happened my senior year, but on a much smaller scale. This time just as last, some much needed time was spent with my longest friend. Who would have guessed that it helped me take a step back and see things from a third person perspective. I’m not sure that all the fun with drinking and what not is what I’m all about. I loved all the good times I’ve had with my new found family and wouldn’t take any of it back, but I think I’m an interesting and odd person. Fun to hang out with. No need to dull that down or intensify it. I sit at happy medium already. Coolness.
So yeah short blog. Adios
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Bleh
Blog part deux was sadly lost whilst being posted. bummer. can't duplicate the greatness. more tomorrow.
Uno
Daily Blog- Attempt 1
So yeah… blog time. I’ve decided to try this whole daily blog to keep myself writing. Hopefully it works out. I wish I could type fast. I be happy with correct typing, fast is asking too much. Well here go my random thoughts.
Rilo Kiley = Bueno
Who am I always talking too?
I think I just had the best toothbrush session ever. It feels great.
I went to Saint Ed’s today with the long-lived and much esteemed Kelly. We’ve been buds since the early days of kindergarten. He’s pretty much my oldest friend. Badass. I found out that he is also looking to transfer to said university. I think it’s pretty cool. I really think Matt is a cool guy. He is currently attending my prospective school and is one year my younger. So what if I’m getting a late start. Better late than never. We went on a quaint little adventure to the green belt with him and his girlfriend as well as two friends. Roommate of Matt’s girlfriend was quite a fun and intriguing female. It would be nice to see her again.
Lots of my friends party too much. It kind of sucks me in. I’d like a change, but so many amazing bonds have formed that I would never want to leave behind. It’s had to hang with so many great people when all we do is party. We’re good at that, but we can seem to have other activities incorporated to the schedule. Wake up 12-2pm. Wait till 7pm. Chill with Morgan or Nick till 10pm if there’s party action. Otherwise rock climb.
Sometimes I think I have a fragile (I don’t want to say ego, but it seems to be the word that fits) ego, but I’m working on that. I’m working on being a better person too. But I’m a little kick ass.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but…..soap.
Where do I go from here?
Hi Charles
Although it would be quite chaotic, it would be pretty funny if we ran out crude oil before we decide to use money creating alternative energy sources (From a hypothetical point of view of course.
Seriously though, what’s the deal with religion? Is it real? I think to many people are afraid to ask that question.
You’ve gotta give a little love to get a little love.
I need to write my statement of purpose tomorrow. And of course another blog as well.
Goodnight : D
So yeah… blog time. I’ve decided to try this whole daily blog to keep myself writing. Hopefully it works out. I wish I could type fast. I be happy with correct typing, fast is asking too much. Well here go my random thoughts.
Rilo Kiley = Bueno
Who am I always talking too?
I think I just had the best toothbrush session ever. It feels great.
I went to Saint Ed’s today with the long-lived and much esteemed Kelly. We’ve been buds since the early days of kindergarten. He’s pretty much my oldest friend. Badass. I found out that he is also looking to transfer to said university. I think it’s pretty cool. I really think Matt is a cool guy. He is currently attending my prospective school and is one year my younger. So what if I’m getting a late start. Better late than never. We went on a quaint little adventure to the green belt with him and his girlfriend as well as two friends. Roommate of Matt’s girlfriend was quite a fun and intriguing female. It would be nice to see her again.
Lots of my friends party too much. It kind of sucks me in. I’d like a change, but so many amazing bonds have formed that I would never want to leave behind. It’s had to hang with so many great people when all we do is party. We’re good at that, but we can seem to have other activities incorporated to the schedule. Wake up 12-2pm. Wait till 7pm. Chill with Morgan or Nick till 10pm if there’s party action. Otherwise rock climb.
Sometimes I think I have a fragile (I don’t want to say ego, but it seems to be the word that fits) ego, but I’m working on that. I’m working on being a better person too. But I’m a little kick ass.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but…..soap.
Where do I go from here?
Hi Charles
Although it would be quite chaotic, it would be pretty funny if we ran out crude oil before we decide to use money creating alternative energy sources (From a hypothetical point of view of course.
Seriously though, what’s the deal with religion? Is it real? I think to many people are afraid to ask that question.
You’ve gotta give a little love to get a little love.
I need to write my statement of purpose tomorrow. And of course another blog as well.
Goodnight : D
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